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Thursday, May 31, 2012, 10:14 AM Taz
I wish to bring back the happier times... the easy laughs and smiles. The wanting to be with one another and the unconditional love. It's hard looking at someone, and wanting them back in your life so much, that it physically hurts. Because while they make you and your heart smile, you're reminded that things are different and that's something that though you look past, they can't. And then I'm just sad. Sad being reminded that they no longer love me like they used to. Sad knowing that one day, I stand to lose them completely because they don't seem to see what I see. Sad seeing how hesitant... how uncomfortable this girl who once treated me like an extension of herself is with me now. Then I remember the times at which she would invite me to everything with her. Not because she had to... but because she genuinely wanted to spend it with me. One can't really explain how elated you can feel when someone brings you into their life like that and shares it with you. And then... one day it's gone. But yet... I would still do that for her. Because though she no longer feels the same... she's still the person that I would like to be able to share my experiences with. I remember waiting for each other in the mornings. I remember wanting to do so just because. I remember butterflies, excitement. And now... now all I can do is put on a fake smile and tell myself that it's ok that she's moved on. And today... today I tell myself that I will survive the day. The optimist in me believes in soul mates. People who are driven back to each other no matter how hard the situation. The first person that you think about when you're having fun or the first person you wished would come when you're sad. The person whose mere presence makes you feel secure. And there have been days... in which I wished I didn't feel that way about her. There are days in which I'm so sad and angry that I don't think I can do it anymore. Kim told me once... "with people I don't like, it's not that they're bad people... they just bring me down and I choose to not be around them". So what happens when you're put in a situation where you have to work with someone whom you feel so strongly against, there have been days you wished they never existed? |
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While all deception requires secrecy, all secrecy is not meant to deceive.Taz. 24. Current SFU-er. Tendency to be odd. Does not believe in conflict. Committed, in love and heartbroken. <3 theillustionist
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