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Monday, May 07, 2012, 4:14 PM Taz
If we have to sacrifice one persons' feelings, let it be mine. I'm not doing it for her, never in a million years. But for me... I might not want to ever see her, but I'm not petty. And the strangest thing is... parts of me wished that I could be angry enough to call it a day. To cut my losses like everyone has tried to tell me. No one deserves the disrespect, the immaturity of needing to have everything the way you want nor the heartlessness. Life lessons. To remember all those times I relented to spare you, and to have you turn around and do the same things that you said you wouldn't. To realize how unfair it was and how one-sided it has always been. And that's not denying that you don't care about me. I know you do in your own way. But sometimes it feels like you do it so that you have something on me the next time we argue cause it always gets brought up. And I'm not going to play that game with you in which I bring up what I've done because I wanted to and was happy to do them for you. You learn quickly who's in it for themselves. And the more I see through the facade and who you're hiding behind, my respect wavers. And as we all know... respect is huge with me. As with dedication and commitment. You're not allowed to complain if you don't expend the effort. And as I break for the umpteenth time... I know she won't be there to pick me up. But worst of all, I know that if she ever needs me, I would be there for her. And yes, half the time, I do think you're a horrible person. For consciously choosing to hurt someone... you live with the guilt of having done so. And I know forgiving yourself is important, but if you use that as justification and ignore your wrongs. These vices one day become your virtues and you become worse off as a person. |
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While all deception requires secrecy, all secrecy is not meant to deceive.Taz. 24. Current SFU-er. Tendency to be odd. Does not believe in conflict. Committed, in love and heartbroken. <3 theillustionist
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