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Friday, May 25, 2012, 1:15 AM Taz
One of the things I really wanted to do was have my family meet her. To let them see the person I fell in love with and have them see for themselves, why I did fall. To have them meet her with nothing but the best having been said, with all conversations about her ending up with that smile that I couldn't just wipe off. But every time I walked away, I just felt empty. I just feel like breaking down because I knew that everything had changed. I knew that she had changed, and I knew that things were different. Nothing like feeling like you caused everything that had happened when realistically... that was all your own undoing. To be reminded every day that she has a goal in plan and the only way to do so is to sacrifice. And it's hard to swallow when you're one of the sacrifices. If it's important enough, you find a way. And thus... I know I'm not important enough, and that's something I have to come to terms with. Only certain people get to meet the fam'. Meet them and actually get to know them and not just in passing. And so far... you've been the only person that meant that much to me. And you just don't see it. Everything's an assault with you... but you just... don't see it. You didn't see how important it was to me to not have to feel like all this just resolved you needing to get away from me especially after I brought you into the family like that. You didn't see how I hated how much you could just justify everything you did and make it seem that it was ok. I will not go remembering how poorly I treated the people in my life. |
thedeceptionist
While all deception requires secrecy, all secrecy is not meant to deceive.Taz. 24. Current SFU-er. Tendency to be odd. Does not believe in conflict. Committed, in love and heartbroken. <3 theillustionist
Reality is merely an illusion, although a very persistent one.Tzen. 24. February 24th. Hyperactive, but adorable Nottingham grad. Workaholic! |
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