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Sunday, February 05, 2012, 11:44 AM Taz
"What is it that you truly fear?" In your anger and all that frustration, in your view of the world and how cynical you get when it comes to friendship and trust, what is it that you're trying to hide from. I know I'm liable for the amount of faith and trust I have in you, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Through all that has happened, I still, and have always seen something in you. I see through the facade you've put up. I see the shield, the one that protects you. And while I smile because I love you and who you truly are, it breaks my heart seeing you that way. It breaks my heart hearing you say you don't care when my instincts tell me otherwise. It breaks my heart seeing the struggle within because though you've told yourself that this is what you believe in, parts of you are telling you otherwise and anger breaks through as you try to deal with it. Those times at which you're a clean slate, after you've unloaded and vented. Though it makes me smile because I know you now feel better, it's a bittersweet one. The temporary reprieve at the expense of my heart. And then I look into your eyes, and I see the truth in them. I see how much you love me and I see how much we mean to one another. And all I can ask is... why are we still fighting it so hard. You're not liable for someone caring that much about you. But who's liable for the change of heart? Who's liable for not trying to make things work? It's give, take, and compromise. Everyone's liable. Not shying away from the consequences, from the responsibilities and knowing that at the end of the day, we have to be accountable. Saying we're not liable for these things... is an excuse. The world does not consist of just one person. We're all interconnected and interdependent. On a smaller scale, the world is like a giant Chemistry set. So own up. You told me that you wished that someone would enter your life and break your heart... let me tell you... that you really don't want that. That truly is, one of the worst feelings out there. Stop being afraid... of letting me back into your heart. Of being afraid of someone truly getting to know the person within. As scared as you are... it would never make me love you any less. |
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While all deception requires secrecy, all secrecy is not meant to deceive.Taz. 24. Current SFU-er. Tendency to be odd. Does not believe in conflict. Committed, in love and heartbroken. <3 theillustionist
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