*FENCES

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fences

Let there be trust

To know that you will be caught

Let the fences begone

To allow for all that is to come

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If you let me, I'd show you how to build your fences navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Friday, December 02, 2011, 10:53 AM Taz I'm at an odd place emotionally and mentally. I'm going to say it's a good place. And instead of letting what you do remind me of how much hurt I've been in, I choose to give myself that sad smile and then remind myself of how much you mean to me. I choose to remember that regardless of it all, I'll always love you and that I'll always mean something to you. I choose to smile again in those instances as to not remind you of it all. And throughout our differences and how much you believe that it would never work out, it really doesn't change the fact that I'm willing to prove otherwise. And thus, I'll wait and try to prove that yes, life goes on, and I will be ok, but I would love nothing else for that opportunity to do so together with you. I bared myself to you. And I can understand how hard it is for one to give another the reassurances they need if they themselves are at crossroads. So all I can do is smile at the irony of it. The only person I've ever pleaded with, and it's not for lack of self-respect, but regardless, it was unfair to ask of you for something that you're not wanting to do. That's the first time I've actually heard of it put that way though. And because of how it was said... I do regret how long it took me to reach this point. I do regret being "too late". Because instead of saying that you didn't, you said you didn't want to. I can totally understand the want to move on for you. The fact is, we've both been through so much pain with regards to it that subconsciously, it's more so of a fear of it repeating itself again. Or just fear in general because of the past experience. I can attest to that. And I'm sorry I can't change that for you. It's that decision that you made at your breaking point, the one where you tell yourself, from this point on, I won't be looking back anymore. That's something I can relate to. But I'm asking you to trust that things would be different. And at the same time, I'm asking that you let yourself move on from that fear by trusting me. And warranted, you mentioned how you're afraid that I'd love you 8 times more if you did. I didn't have the heart to tell you that I didn't think that was possible. For me it has always been all or nothing. It's not something I throw around without thinking of the consequences. Maybe one day, you will acknowledge that about me and not hold my past behaviour against me. People do grow, and nothing is ever set in stone. So I hope that there comes a day at which you will give me the chance to let me trust you again. I have played devil's advocate and have reached many a day at which I was ready to just call it quits. I was ready to walk out from your life completely. I was ready to leave and not look back. But every time I got there, I thankfully also asked myself "to what extent does that help?" Two people who do need one another, even if difficult to acknowledge and for all purposes, with tendencies to tell ourselves otherwise. The lessons of the world today, depend on no one else but yourself, because everyone's out there for themselves. Contrary to the lessons of life: don't be afraid to admit that you need someone, but help remind them that it'll be ok if they're not around because most people take it for a lot more responsibility that it really is. One who, if left, would in the future, regret not being a part of her life. And I know it's a lot easier that way, walking away and not trying always is. But I owe it to myself, to her, and to what we have to not be a coward and take the easy way out. And I won't lie to you. I am waiting and I do hope that one day you'll change your mind but in the meantime, I'll do the best I can, to be the person you fell in love with. To be the person that'll always be by your side. And I hope... you won't relegate me to just another one of your friends.			thedeceptionist While all deception requires secrecy, all secrecy is not meant to deceive. Taz. 24. Current SFU-er. Tendency to be odd. Does not believe in conflict. Committed, in love and heartbroken. <3 theillustionist Reality is merely an illusion, although a very persistent one. Tzen. 24. February 24th. Hyperactive, but adorable Nottingham grad. 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