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Wednesday, November 16, 2011, 7:28 PM Taz
And I can't expect you to hold my hand and provide me the assurance that I need... because that's not how you feel. And even though it kills me to see you and know this in my heart... it kills me to not see you because I feel like I've lost you. And then sometimes... I remember the things that were said in the heat of things... and it shatters me a little. The rejection gets harder to bear every day. You used to nuzzle me back... and shower me with love. And now... now I just feel like you're angry at me whenever I steal one in and it makes me just feel... resigned. I... feel that a lot actually. Why bother trying so hard... fighting for something when you're struggling to achieve the other? Why cry till my eyes feel like they're falling off, why listen to the sorries, to the you're the best person I know, to all those things, when at the end of the day, you're still not willing to take one step back in hopes of having us move forward. But now... we struggle with our attempts to just blindly go at it. And I miss it. Gawd... I miss it all... so much. I'm patient... because I do love you... and because I hold on to the fact that maybe... maybe one day you'll be ok. But... it's starting to wear thin... throw me a bone at least... :( It's... the 20th. I'll try my best... to not do that to you again... but... if it's not in your agenda to ever be ok with me loving you... I don't know if I'll have a place in your life then... painstakingly waiting for something that won't ever be. It's killing me... |
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While all deception requires secrecy, all secrecy is not meant to deceive.Taz. 24. Current SFU-er. Tendency to be odd. Does not believe in conflict. Committed, in love and heartbroken. <3 theillustionist
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