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Friday, November 18, 2011, 10:30 PM Taz
I am thankful for all you've done for me. All the rides that you've given me. Thankful for letting me be the one you go to when you're upset with other things. For letting me be the person to love and support you. Thankful for how when you get upset, you get more upset if I don't go comfort you. I'm thankful for you being my gym buddy. For all your trust and honesty. I thank you for loving me and I'm sorry for asking for so much. I'm sorry for breaking your heart by being sad. Sorry for making you feel like I was guilt-tripping you. Sorry for not being strong enough to keep myself together in the midst of this all. I'm sorry for wanting to look after you and making you feel like you were incapable of doing that yourself. Sorry for wanting so much more. You asked me what is it about you that I loved and found beautiful. There are no words to describe to you how I feel. And that's why I wished you could see yourself through my eyes. I'm sorry for always keeping quiet. I swear I don't do that purposely to provoke you. Nor is it because I'm not consciously thinking about it. I do think back often... I pull back what's said and unfortunately... instead of lighting a fire under me, it just makes me sad. Counter-productive when that just makes you angrier. I'll try to do better... I am not sorry for loving you that much... but I am sorry that you're not ok with it. I'm sorry for being selfish and apparently only caring about my own happiness. I didn't think I was being that much of a jerk. I'm sorry for taking up so much of your time and causing so much anguish. I'm sorry that all I wished was that we were back together. Especially when I know where you stand. Sorry for making you feel like I can't look after myself and for adding to your stresses. But most of all... I'm sorry for not giving up on you. |
thedeceptionist
While all deception requires secrecy, all secrecy is not meant to deceive.Taz. 24. Current SFU-er. Tendency to be odd. Does not believe in conflict. Committed, in love and heartbroken. <3 theillustionist
Reality is merely an illusion, although a very persistent one.Tzen. 24. February 24th. Hyperactive, but adorable Nottingham grad. Workaholic! |
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