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Saturday, September 01, 2012, 1:40 AM Taz
And then you feel all alone, you miss her, and you just want someone to tell you that it'll be ok, but not just anyone, just her... just her. And all those days where you've forgotten what it felt like to just bawl your eyes out because you've done all you can in your attempts to stay strong. All that's forgotten when you remember... when you remember all that has happened. When you remember being replaced, being chosen over, wanting so much for that person to love you back. And you ask yourself, when will the heartbreak end... when will it start to feel normal again. I've detached. Apologized to people for not wanting to be attached... not anymore. I don't... want to go through that again. Not the pain... nor the heartache... nor watching the person you love, love someone else. Someone once told me... you never know how much something hurts until you truly love someone. And though you want them to be happy... deep down, you'll always be sad. And at times like these... I remember... I remember hurting so much and just wishing they were there to keep me safe. Then having them tell you that you don't need that, and that they're angry at you, and that they can't believe you're doing that to them. Hearing all that, and feeling... all alone. Having them look at you with that disappointed look. The "I'm fed up with you" look. Just having them so frustrated at you that they blow up and continuously say things that break you into pieces. ... and that is what I remember. That feeling of despair, of being unwanted, and I don't want to anymore... too much pain... and you just pray that maybe one day you won't wake up, and it'll all end... |
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While all deception requires secrecy, all secrecy is not meant to deceive.Taz. 24. Current SFU-er. Tendency to be odd. Does not believe in conflict. Committed, in love and heartbroken. <3 ![]() theillustionist
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