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Friday, July 29, 2011, 11:55 PM Taz
If you were in a situation as such, at which the discrimination were against you, would that change how you treat others? I wanted to tell dad today. I stopped caring, stopped being fearful. I was going to tell him that I'm sorry if I ever disappointed him, sorry for not meeting the standards he might have set on me, but I'm not sorry for who I am, and I still love him regardless of how he feels about it. I was going to tell him that if everything so far has just been a huge let-down, he should at least be proud that I refuse to let others pass judgement on me and that I'm not afraid to face the consequences. There reaches a point in your life, at which you make a conscious choice. Live your life, or live the life that is expected of you. It's a hard choice... live life with the ideals that your family imposes on you, and you never truly find yourself. Live your life, and you risk gaining their wrath and feeling like you're disrespecting them... but aren't they doing the same thing? I do feel that... if they went as far as to impose their ideals upon you... then there's a problem and it's something that's hard for me to deal with. But I'm glad... that I'm not the only one that feels that way though. Sunday, July 24, 2011, 10:00 PM Taz
I remember... The hidden smiles. The way we bantered. The butterflies and the heart flutters. The first time I invited you to watch me play. The way you get when you've had a long day. The first time I slept over. How tired you get after you eat. The way you ruffle my hair. The days you rushed over to go to the park with me. How hard I fell for you. The first time we hung out at the fireworks. Lactaid pills. How you made me feel so special sometimes. How you taught me how to peck amongst others. The way you worry about me and look after me. Nuzzling and Persian kisses. The tail tugging. Watermelon eating. Pengie, Stitch and the kids. The Love Knot. The numerous amount of hair pins everywhere. The first time I tried to ask you out. How happy you've made me. The shirt. My fears, and how you were there for me. Learning how to float. Rubby and Baby Koala. Being able to be myself with you. All the memories. They bring a smile and at the same time, it breaks me. "I love that you give her so much"... I feel like I've failed in doing so now. ... broken, but I have to be strong... for both of us |
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While all deception requires secrecy, all secrecy is not meant to deceive.Taz. 24. Current SFU-er. Tendency to be odd. Does not believe in conflict. Committed, in love and heartbroken. <3 ![]() theillustionist
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